To do or not to do...is that the question?

Talked with Dr Selva. He explained to me the immediate and long term side effects. Immediate side effects would be, for some people, hair loss and headache. Long term (after 2-3 years) effects would be changes in personality and intelligence. That is my main concern. The brain is the seat of my personality and intelligence. The Hee Boon you and I know is the one I want to remain.

I am very tempted to say no to the radiotherapy. But then, will the tumors grow and more seizures to come?